It is so hard to let go of the pain that I have been holding on to. Most of my life I have spent in my own little mental prison. I wake up every day and experience fear and self-loathing and by the end of the day, I end up hating myself more than I did when the day started.
I had a realization the other day. I have spent the last 20 years in fear. I have relived that day ove...